It's amazing what we can get ourselves into by having just a moment of weakness and opening our hearts to what our mind tells us to be wary of. 

These past couple months have been a roller-coaster to me: changes, adapting, discovery .. However, the small things that always kept me happy since I was old enough to formulate ideas have stayed the same. Those things never change. 

What I loved before is what I love now. Those close to me kindly advised me that I could experience a change of heart in many things after leaving and exploring the world independently. I don't doubt their words in the sense that I couldn't have possibly set all my life goals in what I've lived thus far. However, I can't change the way the puzzle pieces fit together in some things. Those are what built me to be who I am .. if those change, who would I be? 

Select people and places worm their ways into the unattainable depths of the sacred and unforgiving pool of love. 

Sometimes, if we're weak, we may lose it to something that can never return those feelings.

~E.Starr